even if i die i can't let you go

this is one and only my favourite song of 2AM
just love the music and lyric even i don't understand it..
but adter i seacr the meaning about this song..
the translation of this lyris is really awesome..

Even though I'm young, the pain is the same
Just because I don't know the world very well
Doesn't mean that I don't know pain

Why do you lie, saying it'll be okay?
How will my heart that hurts this much
Be healed so easily?
How will I live without you?
That's why I

Can't let you go, even if I die
How am I suppose to let you go?
Whether you go or leave, fix my heart
If you can't fix it so that I won't be in pain
So that I can at least live
I wouldn't be able to live anyway
I can't let you go, even if I die

No matter how much you push me away
I'll hold onto you until the end
So that you won't be able to go anywhere

If you're really going to leave, then lie
That we should meet again tomorrow
That we should meet as we smile
If breaking up wasn't a joke, then I

Can't let you go, even if I die
How am I suppose to let you go?
Whether you go or leave, fix my heart
If you can't fix it so that I won't be in pain
So that I can at least live
I wouldn't be able to live anyway
I can't let you go, even if I die

We went through so much time together
How are you telling me to live by myself now?
I can't do that, I can't

I can't let you go, even if I die
I really can't let you go
How am I suppose to let you go?
I can't let you go
Whether you go or leave, fix my heart
If you can't fix it so that I won't be in pain
So that I can at least live
I wouldn't be able to live anyway
I can't let you go, even if I die

sayonara 2012

assalamualaikum...!!!!!!!!!
hehehe~
selamat tahun baru..
happy new year..
2012 telah melabuhkan tiranya..
sangat banyak kenangan yang shya ingin lupakan..
namun bayak juga memori yang shya ingin simpan..
apapun peristiwa sepanjang tahun 2012..
pahit, manis, suka, duka, penat, lelah, sakit, pedih, gembira, menangis, senyum, ketawa..
semuanya adalah kenangan..
apa yang shya paling harapkan semoga peristiwa tahun lepas tidak berulang lagi..
cukuplah shya buat kerja gila..
cukuplah shya meraung sendirian..
cukuplah shya mengemis ditepi jalan..
cukuplah shya bersabung nyawa..
cukuplah shya risikokan maruah diri..
cukuplah...
shya tak nak ingat tapi ia melekat dihati..
betul la kata orang..
luka dihati walaupun dah sembuh tetap kekal parutnya..
kalau hati boleh dikeluarkan dan dibasuh..
shya orang pertama yang akan berbuat demikian..
kalau otak boleh 'delete' sesetengah 'file/folder' yang tidak perlu..
shya orang pertama yang akan lakukannya..

apapun shya berdoa sangat" semoga tahun 2013 shya jadi orang yang lebih baik..
~fly~